like swine flu or hungry at your children school or in your neighbor hood . i mean i do worry about this but i feel so over whelm with the world i live in i am not sure i could or should do anymore .
here a topical week for me
i work 7am to 5 pm mon thru Friday
sat and Sunday this week coming i will have three kids playing softball with 6 games each team meaning 12 games or as many as one of us can get to .
Monday well i have to run to car place hopeful find something way home from there store and return something at target and grab floor cleaner . then hit cub for food for the week hopeful home by 10pm
Tuesday girls 2 have practice then run from there to oldest dd game
wed girls have game
Thursday all three have practice
i think i am off Friday night so i hit the bank , finish food shopping , drive dd somewhere then pick up again before bed . then the week end start
so ok this is my life i don't mind it except you should see the wash that need to be put away , or how tired i am and don't want to clean extra room , garage ect when i have a night off .. barely can get floors and bathrooms done . so back to the point where and how do i worry about bigger things then me . i actual don't think are bigger them us your self and i think we can make a differences and change things , or help but where does that fit into my life this time of my life anyway ?
i mean i feel i do give in my life to little life's each day and many families but is that enough , i worked an out reach neighborhood program for a few years but had to give it up . taught Sunday school . But if i could have ideal job i would be giving more time and working with more need youths then i do now but i have to support my family . makes me wondering
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