so i hate when you haveto be a grown up !

so am a great advocate for my children and i think i could possible for my husband but it hard when it your parents . My Father had a heart attack today and then a stint put in . He will be ok and will recovery but it hard thinking what could of been . I could of lost him today . It hard watching when one of your parents becomes weaker . As they always seem stronger .

I love to hate my job

So when i woke am was so thanksful for my job and top 5 reason why i love my job i didnot need to drive today . And then my dad had a heart acttach last night and now i hate my job . You just can leave and take off easy and early . I hate itI hate it ad more stress !

Well Enjoyed my 4days off

Enjoyed my wonderful Thanksgaving to wonder family meals with great family and people . We are very blessed to have great family .

I also which is here some picture of my four children . I was thinking i would not get any this year as son away at school . He as last year also but i had is grad picture to use for our christmas card . It was a sad thinking last year was my last family christmas card . i know the time is counted . Even if i dont make cards with pictures i still like to get a pitcure each year of the 4 .

Well am fighting a head ach for three days . I hope got goes away . busy

week filled with softball , basketball and hockey of course . Work and family. High note i thnk i finished Christmas shopping mostly . A few giftcards need to pick up and one store run and am good . started getting holiday deco up . I love the lights up .

Am Thankful For :

Am thankful i can yell at my 4 heath kids . (as they are alive and heath to be yelled at )
Iam thankful i can whiny about my husbands sock on floor (i have a husband and he doing well)
Iam thankful i can worry about my children driving (they have a car they heath smart and alive )
Am thankful i can call the morage company (i have a morage , a house and money to pay it )
Am thanks for the childcare child that makes me mad (as i have a job which i love )
Am thankful my mom lol bugs me when she does it and is not listening (i have a mom )
Am my dad tickes me off (because i called him this week and i have a dad )
so many things am thankful for and it a wonderful thing all these things make me made be am so grateful to have them all and many other blessing in my life .
Happy Thanksgiving

When you think things are going a long then !

Well i was feeling really down or stressed last week with money and today started feeling way better then i remember i had my son book to buy before Christmas or around then (maybe one a week be good ) then he tells me he wants meal plan hum no 1100 a semester i think that run oach , right now i give him 50.00 a week or should say anywhere to 40 to 60 depending if he comes home that week and needs 10.00 for ride to and from school . now i think 1110. is a lot for a semester of food really , i need to figure what i give him but that includes everything 200.00 a month for 3 months right so 600.00 to 1100+ .can sorry .Now in next fall maybe he can afford to but for now i am saying no . Need books instead . Also while we are on him he wants to take a call scuba diving really cool but hello i think extra huge cost so we will be talking about this one also . he need to pay which hum he was no money . Right now am praying he got grades to stay in next semester . i know nothing which what worry me if you know me . no control here .
lets go onto this oldest daughter . so she wants a north face jacket great right and am thinking i cannot get her one as to much money well i bought her one today for Christmas and then she comes in with a friends and say we going to areo they have the jackets you know i want but cheap like 17 in all color ahh . i said no wait . you need your money for the week-end , ahh i could of got her 4 for the price of the one i got her.
Well off to bed to dream of all the money that leaves my hand as fast it comes in .

Is the Week over yet

i know has not start but i dont feel like starting it .Not sure why not overly busy for us . nothing tomorrow night off in morning , interview in afternoon . then dinner and well nothing much then Tuesday hockey game ,Basketball practice and Wed work then off for four days . norther over busy a little softball and a hockey game. so not sure on the feeling . Iam not sure i like down time when most things i want are done . I need to do some Christmas shopping but weather was Sukey so i put that on hold .
ok that all am feeling .
oh update on my oldest Daughter out in Cali well she got to see all the site Hollywood ,board walk you name but little ball two games on Friday i guess they had a rain Storm . ops . who would of know . Her flight already delay until about 1:30am so let home they land in mn tonight and everyone get home safe and can sleep in on bed .

Almost Friday !

Well tonight my oldest Daughter 16 got on a plane to LAX Cali sunny Cali well not so sunny please change the weather we did not spend all this money for her to sit in a hotel I'll cry if she don't get to play ball . she's playing the top teams in the county . Now they are not they are the top team in MN and area around but as we live in MN . We can not compete with teams for Cali , FL, AZ GA etc. So lets cross she gets to play these tops teams they went out to see .It a honor she gets to play against these themes .
Lets pray and i have faith they will be ok and have a fun safe trip . I hate when i send her on these trips with out us .
Wel she excited so i hope they have a great trip .

I Feel Like Am Crushing

And Burning . Hopeful next week i feel better and calmer . I have this over whelming feeling things now working in my favor right now . Am just falling more behind . I pray for strength to do this all . And we all shall be taken care of .

Monday madness

why is it you all feel this Monday morning madness which it comes . It does come every week say time every week . Well i always feel like i have to play catch up and a million things have to be done before what ? Tuesday next Monday.. Well cleaning what didn't get done over week end . Bill to pay , shopping list , Work ready for week and this time of year Christmas is coming . so today i sweep floors , pay bills washing towels now . Work of course and finish preparing for the week . Oldest leave Thursday for Cali for week end and i know i have a few things to prepare her to go like a carry on suitcase so we only have to check her bat bag .

Friday final here !well almost a few hours ago

So husband is still gone until Sunday make a long week . but sadly some way easier ok i know should not say that out loud . hehe . Well with week end coming work tomorrow , volley game and bank , dinner and maybe a quick store run . Saturday hockey game , hit the stores and then two softball games and then Sunday finish anything i need to grab and two more softball game . crazy crazy ..
Went to oldest school for conference today 3.95+ she doing well but i think she over doing it . with her crazy hockey and softball schedule plus school , volunteer and of course social life . It is hard for her body to heal . I am proud and i know she working hard to do it all and do it all good .

Well another week all well .

Well am kind of little sick darn sinus infection and this nasal crap wont go away . Same here and there . Dealing with same teen crap . Busy busy dh still gone we made it 4 hockey games and 6 softball games. This week end coming once i get there pass basketball practice , softball practice conference and then start week end will volley ball game , the Saturday hockey game and 2 softball games and then two more on Sunday that my week end . I will try to get some cleaning and shopping of course.
On a proud mommy report oldest daughter has grade point ave 3.95 + that with Honor class with trig Honor's and Spanish 3 Honor plus other but this two are hardest for here . All playing softball and hockey . Amazing if you ask me . She having a great year . she a jr . Great kid i hope she stay on the right track .
Well better get off to bed with this crazy schedule this week .

Another week and a deer widow week !

I used to become a bitch i have to be honest as deer hunting week would come . I hate being a Deer hunter widower over the week .But this year have not even though about husband being gone . and well two of the four children go with now . Oldest son of course husband picking him up at college tomorrow after his class and he is taking our youngest daughter . She excited so go for it . for a few reason i became a witch (i change word ) well hello when i have ever had a week off work (might i say unpaid ) away from my normal life , kids and doing something i enjoy with family and friend. NEVER ! and am sure never will .(i might add dh would used to do this two times a year ) Now i did take some unpaid time off and way from our children when someone died out of state . But i don't call that the same .
I always used that week to deep clean out bedroom. clean the carpet and get other things done . This week though not sure dh will be back Sunday night until Tuesday night. then back up until Sunday .This week end crazy with hockey 3 games and 6 softball games and a few other things . so nothing like that this time at least the first week end . Have not even look into next week end .
The plus easier dinner i feel i don't have to cook as much lol . I love having my bed to self .
Well another deer widow out there have a great week end !