i think i could name 101 things i try to do each day from mopping the floor to buying a car . i kind of feel i have a lot of changes going on in my life , not sure why i have had more at once like buying house , new job and getting married all with in 6 month talk about stress .
so i am trying to buy a new car or new to me as i want to give my son our van to take to college . but i hate it all i think i pin it down to three but my family no help . kids dont want another van they say no way , dh say buy want you want and well me i am a mess . do i buy what i want i think it the worst buy out of three . it the most money , most miles and no warranty as other are cheaper , cleaner , lower miles . my head spinning . i hate all these things really . never know if it the right choice , good choice , smart choice . plus let not even talk money as lets see i pay 500 to dd school each month and i am adding another 500 month bill for ds college and lets see add another 500 car payment holly cow . plus the million of bills i have now , high morage ,high credit bills and another truck payment ,just want me to run . ok not really but would love to get it under control and i am not sure how to
well ds made it home all ready for school sign up ect , also got in mail today a cadet program for state patrol he going to this aug . he was excepted . yah scary tho i think they will kick his butt there .good for him but as he my baby boy i worry if he can handle the pressure .
well i go to bed with my head spinning and see what happens tomorrow
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