my son my only boy i can remember when he was born

it was 17 yrs (almost 18 yr ago ) he came three weeks early he was little had the skinniest legs even seen with huge feet on the end of them .. At about three months old we know something was different . the doctors said he had colic and he cried and cried . It funny how you forget these thing but not forgotten . He had many of these in his life . he's toddler years where hard he was busy very impulsive. example he broke his nose and got stitches in his Chin all in one week . they sent us to the special doc they said his Brain just goes faster then his body could go. did i say he was small . so small at like 10 he had a hand scan , brain scan and well million other test to see what size he will be when he grow up .. (he 5 10 now size 91/2 shoe) so not big but nothing wrong with size 150 lb. then we movies to school year . after first year of school we had him dio with fraser here where we started the label which i did not want to do . i felt like i was the worst parent in parent in the world. i failed , i did not know how to parent . school was rough . i never will forget the day the school suggest we might want to find him a different school so he could stop being bulling and he was not easy to handle either so hand in hand that would of been easy for the school . well he made it as he graduating next week and going to college .
He had (i say had as he might have some of these underlining issue but has learn to deal with out with out any meds or extra out side help .anxiety , ADHd , OCD hum i am sure there was a few other over time different doc label him .. he did many things over the years to combat his "issues " therapy , meds , diet . we worked allot on out parenting people ask (as i listen to other living this life ) will ask did therapy help at the time i would say no but looking back i am sure all the the outside help he got help him turn into the Young man he is today .. play therapy , sand therapy ,talk therapy . i was thinking what about how i explain how it helped this young child but the only way to explain it , it is someone that does not love them or hate them , is not Happy for them or anger at them .. it that person job . and what every they do or say i think in long run helped and made him the child he is today.. i feel i am blessed with him .. so far the first 18 yrs have been pretty good , even with the ups and down of our life ....