wow so weird we did not have dinner together , cake nothing . he left for camping trip with 6 friends (3 girls ) 4 guys omg mom anxiety lol . i had to think back when i went camping first time with boy girls i was 16 then continue until late teens .
so 19 years ago yesterday my water broke , and today at 2:52pm my son was born . he was 6lb 19oz 19inch long . i was so in love ,never could never know i could love something . he finish high school , 2nd year in college . where did that little busy soccer player or hockey player go...
i am very proud of the choices he made he a good kid , so far not much trouble . a huge heart sweet kind caring and loving kid and friend.
i was thinking though other day when do i stop worrying .. am i making to may choice for him still ? i just want to guild him to adulthood . weird as i was so on my own when i was 19 . not sure i made right choices and if i had more support it would of made better ones ?(my parents where there the best they could be at that time in there life. am not sure choice i make for him as i couldnot tell you know so maybe that not right word ..
well anyway i love you aar bear happy 19th birthday !!!!
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