so my son gone until Saturday . oldest daughter gone up at a friends cabin and girls where at a friends house . so after work for a minute i was know ones mom here weird . they where all gone .
it was like what do it do . i mean i have been home alone before and it always weird . i have another 10 yrs before all are on there own somewhat but wow
husband and i just decide recently to work on our marriage a little we will see . it weird or wounder what will be are purpose if we are not parenting someone . i am not sure i will do with out them . i mean i have been parenting for 18 yrs already and then we have another 10 yrs before our youngest leaves so that hum 28 of parenting someone in our home . am i even that old ?
i have friends, things i like to do , things to keep me busy and i love my job so i am sure i will fig what to do with my time but will it be lonely at first ? well i guess in 10 yrs i could be a grandma (omg ) my son will 28 by them and dd 25 i hope not really but if so then it will be . i am hoping my children have children later and start a career they love first . get set in light and be ready for all live has to toss there way . i would never change when , how many or anything about my kids . but i thought i knew the world and i will have to worker harder then if i might of been older . who knows tho . i am greatful for everything my life , job and family .
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